Mother's Day

So Mother's day is supposed to be a happy day right? Well ever since I became a mother it hasn't been so happy. I see, to be disappointed every year on this day and spend it doing something I don't want to. Maybe it's my expectation that is making it an awful day? I just figured to would be great to be a mother on mother's day, and now I look back and wonder how my mom felt on md? Hopefully it will get better in the future when my lil girls will now what's really going on. I think I have no luck with Mark though...